i just wrote a lonngggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg gg journal on here and it just got deleted DAMN! well... It is was all about summer and how my friends are spending it... without me. It just seems like they don't even like me anymore.they don't even care.. i mean yeah i still love them, but do they love me? i mean they haven't called me, haven't texted me.... while i have and i have not gotten any responses. And you know the other thing i am being annoyed with is.... why are people obsessed with drama i mean really ? why would you want to cause people pain and misery. That is just not cool. But the weirdest thing is when drama and backstabbing is focused on you... why do you always ask for people's thoughts on it? i mean do they have to think for you? i mean yeah i know you want their help but they should not make all of your decisions. As your friends they keep their mouths shut because that is the reasonable thing to do. you really should think for your self, they [we] love you and don't want you to get hurt it is what will make us cry the most. But yeah that is my story.... I hope someone learned a lesson from this because i think i made a good point.